Sleepwalking my way through life: All in good time



All in good time

And now I come to the epitome of absurdity. I have reached a peak of complete insanity, trapped in an ironic paradox that never ceases to amaze and astound me to a point of frustrated madness. My fingers are consistently hovering over this damned piece of machinery as my mind tries to direct them to beat out a musical rhythm, but nothing happens. I become annoyed and bored at my complete lack of ability to write anything and abandon my blank page to read an already printed one.

Writers block? I wish it were only so simple.

I have too many stories to write. I have a good dozen adventures and musings running to and fro in my mind as I stare blankly at the equally blank page. I look around and study the things that I am doing at that moment, forming stories in m head; stories that have been planned out, rearranged, rewritten, spellchecked for Christ’s sake, and yet they falter when it comes to empty them out of my mind. They all run for the door at once and predictably become jammed in the relentless struggle for freedom.

Bloody vengeance, train station mess ups, pointless catch-ups, beautifully silent dawns, wacky houses, violently bloody vengeance; all clamouring and pushing their way through the walls of my mind and reach any output they can.

I’ll sort them out eventually. Maybe build a bigger door while I’m at it…

Come on... You know you want to.
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3 Comments:

At 7:06 pm, Anonymous Bekka said...

For an entry made up of bits and pieces of frustration and yet to be born stories that was pretty danm well written.

You could torture yourself, even when the inspiration comes do NOT write for say, a week, and see how your impatient thoughts like that. Or... grab a notebook and scribble down all those thoughts, let the doorframe down and everyone out. What you write may not make any sense,but at least it will be out and be easier to piece together.

Best of luck. :)

 
At 5:50 am, Anonymous Bekka said...

Anytime, mate. :)

And thank YOU for the compliment.

 
At 9:55 am, Anonymous Jules said...

You're putting too much pressure on yourself to be productive. Chillll. :)

 

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