Sleepwalking my way through life: A final farewell, with scissors



A final farewell, with scissors

A quick note: I also have a LiveJournal account that has fallen into disuse over the years, with updates appearing randomly whenever I feel like it. I used my account to comment on my friend's LiveJournals, and to gain access to their friend only posts. One of those 'friends' has taken me off their friends list, a very significant event.

You have just deleted me from your friends list meaning that, unfortunately, I can no longer read up on your adventures on day to day life. I'm guessing that this signifies the end of our friendship in real life huh?

To be honest I'm slightly angry, but mostly hurt. Did I mean nothing to you then? Was I so worthless that you could easily cut me out without the breath of a word? Although it was a long time ago, there was a time that you meant more than the world to me. Even though things have changed, I would still have the decency and respect before I told you that I was going to sever all ties.

But you don't care. You're wrapped up in your world with your problems. Me? I guess I'm just one less over protective big brother to worry about.

Actually this deletion is almost a good thing. It's urged me to cut off all ties myself, cutting off everything that was linking me to my old life. Bye bye old Joe, you'll only survive in memories and archives.

I don't know why I care so much that you're gone. I can easily shrug you off and say 'another angsty teen I don't have to deal with' as you have. But I guess you were something more than that, you were a friend and oddly enough I still cared if you were upset or hurt. But now I can't care can I?

If you haven't blocked me on MSN, then throw a goodbye my way. I deserve that.

But if you don't, I guess I have no choice.

Goodbye Laura. I will miss you, and I hope your life gets better.

Buh bye.
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3 Comments:

At 12:03 pm, Anonymous Elisabeth Ice Cream said...

I have LiveJournal account to, and I wouldn't have deleted you for all the words in the world. *sends hugs*

 
At 1:47 pm, Anonymous Sam the Man said...

It's entierly possible that she was doing a spring cleaning of her friends list, no? You said yourself that you don't use the account often, maybe she noticed you weren't around on LJ much if at all and decided to this the herd.

It's over dramatic to assume she sat there cackling evilly while she hit 'remove'. So don't jump on the bandwagon quite yet.

Angsty teen indeed...

 
At 2:05 pm, Anonymous Joe said...

I hardly ever use my livejournal, posting on it twoce in the past year, it was used solely to comment on other people's LiveJournals. The whole point of me having an account was so that I could be on her friends list and read her 'friend only' Livejournal. Just because I didn't post on my LJ or I didn't comment on hers didn't mean I wasn't reading.

I never assumed she cackled evilly. I just think she removed me from her friends list . I don't even think she CAN cackle.

But I'm going to throw a paranoid guess your way, and say that you already know all that, don't you?

-Joe

 

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