Sleepwalking my way through life: Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road



Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road

Current Mood: Rubbish
Current Music: Greenday - Jesus of Surburbia

A less than perfect day.

Started off with a nice dose of church going.
Yay!
If you couldn't tell, I was being sarcastic.

Wasn't too bad. I was sitting beside John. He kept asking me what we do here and there and stuff. He dosn't go up for the offertery or the ashes either so he was asking me what tpo do. I just said that we slip out into one of the pews and walk out.
When we did do it though the preist kept looking at us so I felt kinda bad that I didn't have any ashes on me.

Louie exploded at me in physics when we got back. Apparently I said something to the guy she likes that wasn't to her liking. She started ranting on at me about random shit that I've done to her. All of which are totally blown out of proportion by the way. So I did my flip around thing. Whenever some one's going at me with full force in an argument I can switch it around and make them the sorry ones. It's a talent. The only person I know who can do it better than me is Jen. And she knows it.
Or maybe she doesn't.
Anyway, I did the flippy thing to Louise and she got all apologetic. My plan worked, but I still felt a little sour at her for getting at me in the first place.

Maths unit test was next.
And I messed it up.
I knew how to do it all. I really did study this time so I knew how to do everything. But I still messed up.

English was ok. Mr Fitzy was out for the first fifteen minutes so we just sat about and talked. He came in, told us about the horrors of SQA exams and then we just really pissed about for the rest of the period.
He gave me a funny look when I turned on my cd player though.
Odd.

Lunch wasn't too bad either.
They did get on at me about Brittney for a bit. They kept asking me which celebrities were better looking than her and crap. Then they started shouting at me cos I was gonna get her a valentines day present. I had suggested a flower but soon dismissed it, but they were focusing on that saying stuff like "Oh yes, give me a flower that I have to carry around all day and watch die"
They can be quite fuinny sometimes.
Yet annoying too.

RE was actually quite fun. We had paper out and we were drawing pictures of each other. I was drawing Jen but it came out all wrong so I've got to draw another one tonight.

Computing was a bitch.
Mr McHugh was asking us questions to revise for the prelims, and he asks me, the dumbass of the class, the hardest questions. And he didn't even phrase and easy one right so I didn't understand it. So everyone else answered for me and I knew it!
Then Adam.
He just won't shut upsometimes. I mean, he's funny and all, but why the fuck are all his jokes aimed at me? Get some new material!

I left there in a not-so-good mood.

On the way home was really fucked up. Everyone was at supported study so I was left to walk home by myself. Remember the two kids that I had a snowball fight with? The tow freaks that wouldn't leave me alone?
They were back.
And the wouldn't shut up. I had already had a bad day and the were pushing me over the edge. The were squaring up to me as if they could take me on. I'd be damned if they could get away with it.
And I'm not proud of what i did. But I did it, and I can't take it back. One thing's for sure, those fuckers won't be bothering me for a while.

Got home, went on pc, and here I am.

Now I'm just talking to Jenky and waiting for time to move its ass.
Greenday is on tomorrow. I wonder if mum remembers... She keeps forgetting these things. I told her about Taking Back Sunday about twenty times before she left the house but when I phoned her to tell her the arrangements she had totally forgotten about it.
Tis gonna be so much fun. I'm gonna have a go at crowd surfing again.

AND it's gonna be and extra loooong weekend. We get friday, monday and tuesday off. I might be going to pizza hut on friday with Jen, Heatherbelle, Chaz and Dan, but I might not be cos I might be going out with Brittney on one of those said days. Mum's being annoying and only letting me out twice this weekend, and Greenday counts as one.
Bah humbug.

Gonna have to convince her...
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