Sleepwalking my way through life: July 2004



... and all will be fine

Saturday, July 17, 2004
Current Mood: Better than 10mins ago
Current Music: The Distillers- City Of Angels
 
I'm better now. I've had time to calm down and to text Jenny. Everything's good now. And I've got calming(ish) music on. Tis nice. I'm thinking of turning that story I did on holiday into a book. It would be about the life of a boy. I would base it around me and my friends, and it would basically be my life except with a tad more stuff in it.
Anyway. SORRY JENNY. I was being a bastard and I'm sorry.
What else is there. This is my fourth post in one day. New record! *Dances*
So I'm leaving now. I'll try and write in in three weeks! Whoo!!! Oxford!
And remember.
When the world crumbles around you, and the Universe shatters around itself, I will be there. And all will be fine.
I'll see you when I see-
HOLY CRAP THERE'S ANOTHER ONE!!!
AND ANOTHER!!!!
AND ANOTHER!!!
Help me.....

...I will be there...

Current Mood: So angry that my head is gonna explode 
Current Music: The Servant- Orchestra
 
THAT BASTARD. THAT MORONIC DUMB ASS. FUCKING IDIOT.
Jenny texted me fifteen minutes ago calling me a fucking wanker and stuff and she was saying that she never said anything to Danny. So I said that Danny told me that he thought he heard something and she went mental at me. And she was going on about my Blog and a whole ton of other crap.
Long story short - SHE'S ANGRY AT ME FOR SOMETHING I DIDN'T DO
And I shouted at Dan for this and he's like. "Yeah. Yeah. So about your passport" and I'm like "I'm picking it up tomorrow, now fucking listen!" and he's like "Yeah. Yeah. Sorry, g2g"
And I'm swearing at an empty convo box.
AND WHAT IS WITH THESE FUCKING POP-UPS!?!?!?!?! LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I DON'T CARE ABOUT RINGTONES!!!! I DON'T CARE ABOUT CREDIT CARDS!!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
THERE'S ANOTHER ONE!!!!!!!!!
*Breaks down into sobbing heap*
We hates them. We hates them...

... and the Universe shatters around itself...

Current Mood: Thoughtful
Current Music: The Vandals- My Girlfriend's Dead
 
I'm sitting here. Hardly anything to do. It's strange really. When I'm by myself and have nothing to do I'm never bored, but when I'm on the computer and have nothing to do then I'm bored out of my mind. I think it's because I can think when I'm by myself, like about my life, my friends, my writing and shit like that.
It's like when I was in France. I was up half of the night cause Danny snores like nothing you've heard before, so I just thought about the story I was gonna write. And I did eventually write it. I really pissed Danny off though by not letting him read it. It's based on me and my friends but I haven't used any of their names (Except Feeney and Alistair). It's just about a fight at school. It's ok (I think) I'll post it on Warriors Realm. Funny that. I'm more willing to show my story to complete strangers than to my best friend. Very comical.
I need to pack soon. Uggh. Can't be arsed. I just got back from a two week holiday to leave again for a three week holiday. I WANNA SEE MY FRIENDS!!!!! Danny went to see Louie today during her lunch break (She got a job at Savers!) and he saw Chaz and Jenny. He said that they waved and Jenny shouted an insult at him or something.  Now he's in a bad mood cause of it. Thanx Jenny.
I've got like four hundred songs now. I listen to about twelve of them ^_^
Micheal! Before I forget... Again. I forgot to mention Micheal. He's moving down to England this summer and I forgot to mention it. I'm such a dumb ass. He sent me his last Scottish e-mail on Wednesday. It was such a shame.
WHOOO MICHEAL!!!!
So on that high (And quite frankly, creepy) note I'll leave you.
I'll see ya when I see ya.


When the world crumbles around you...

Current Mood: Psshhh
Current Music: JC Chasez- All Day Long I Dream About Sex
 
I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!
If you haven't guessed yet, I'm back from France. It was sooooo much fun. I went to the beach, got a very nice tan, and.... That's it really. Another good thing is that I got through it all with Danny still alive at the end! WHOOO!!!
I'm leaving for my Dads house tomorrow. He drove up today to hike up a mountain with Chris or something and he's taking me down tomorrow. Which is good I guess. Except I won't see any of my friends for another three weeks. After not seeing them for three weeks in the first place (Bar Danny).
He's taking me back so I can get my exam results on the Tenth of August. But I don't want them. FAIL. I really have fucked up my Chemestry though. Arg! At least I get a week with my friends before I return to the crapfest that is school.
Uggh.